the last day is here. what's on your mind. are you putting on smiles? it's okay if you wanna put on weight. but smile. switch that to your highest priority, always. (=

don't worry about a thing, 'cause every little thing is gonna be alright.

i won't go digging up the past. at least, not for now. besides, i have sweet potatoes.

enjoy the rest of the evening and night. and i'll do the same.



merry new year's eve.

just learnt something, too painful. all of your hearts could burn, if you knew. talk to me 'cause i'll hear you speak. tell me jokes, i really need. i'll laugh with you, i promise.

the new year's coming again.

never supposed to come back here. it's just too bad.

nobody was there to slap and wake me up. i'd dream about someone's here to slap me to sleep. yes, slap. and no, nothing's wrong with me.

maybe anything than me ever having to forget you for one whole minute.

darling, don't lie to me
inhale truth i plead, for you're my only hope
wish i didn't have to see you leave
so much for wanting to cover my eyes
the other day as we say our long goodbyes
i nearly do.

it's tough not being afraid
even it's been a few days
ask me, i won't deny about missing you at all.

allison thinks he already knows.

every christmas has always been spent with the lovely family.

i got to spend my christmas day with familiar faces. thanks, maylwin, chinho, daryl and xavier. the ones i like to be with. allison shall forget this, never. and forever, i'll embrace this memory. oops. i never meant for it to sound cheesy. no, it isn't.

suzanna and all, everyone that posted smiles on my face this season. (= thank you! i never would have known. i can't count. they're more than my fingers and toes.


and you too!

merry christmas.

when my gobstopper turns blue, i would sit and wonder about you. gobstoppers don't turn blue; i used to never think about you, almost not at all. does seem as though i don't care who you are. i don't argue with anyone but you. and we did that all the time. what's wrong with us. those were the times that blew my mind.

ain't the same this time. say, when the day is blue, i'll sit here wondering about you. even when the sky turns grey, gone all dark. explain to me how did i even got started.

you stole my organ. and the emptiness you left is killing me. did i kill you too?

i might set the kitchen on fire tonight.

am i ever gonna learn to fly.

every little thing that you guys do, it makes me happy. (= and what do i mean by little here? it could just be your words, basically.


ooh. what a happy drawing.

rainbow, sunny sunshine, sunny face, clouds and birdies. guess who drew this. (= and keep in mind, if only you find such sweet weather at this very hour. you'll never catch, right.

oh kay. i musn't be late. (bebe!) heehee.



good night, world.

woh, i'm not gonna brag
i wasn't even gonna brag
cause i haven't got him where i want him now.

allison wants to watch the movie, i am legend! you can wonder or figure why but don't ask. i'd only say i don't know.



all i needed was the truth.

watched onerepublic played on trl the other day. it's all good. if i could show you, i sure would.

saturday, when cousin serene and david got married. the church looks pretty. okay. so are the newlyweds. congratulations! (= photos to show? noo. let these unspeakable words do the untalking. blablabla. i'm done. sweet! and thanks, kenneth! really.

been through freakish moments. i freaked myself out when i thought i saw ronald macdonald came to life. he was still smiling with his funny red hair. he was looking and waving my direction. i wasn't afraid. just freaked out. and, i knew teddy bears would really be freaky someday. frecy has a bear with a heart pumping. in the house! whenever that bear's being left alone, i'd ignore hearty bear. who wants to play with it. it has a heart! ho nooo.

look to the left and right. i must be dreaming.

in memory of what i used to called it, (fill in the blank). and only time will tell if violins swell.

heeheeheehoohoo
heehoohaha
ahahaha
bwahahahaha
mwahahaha
ah ah ah ah
hahahaha
hohooheeheekeekeekee
teeheegeeheeheekeekeekee
mwahahakakaka
kookookeekeeheehee
hwahwahwaa

what time is it.

nineteen

you know who (=
acoustics
foood
sunflowers
colours&more beyond the rainbow
christmas
waltz

i won't let you give up on a miracle, 'cause it might save you.
Fix me in 45.

JANUARY
01. honghui '90
06. sabita '89
06. serenekwek '89
10. michellelee '89
11. firdaus '87
16. mrraymondng '7?
20. afwan '9?
23. auntyelizabeth '**
28. yongtat '86

FEBRUARY
01. cihui '90
02. yongwei '89
04. chaiyieng '89
07. mustafa '91
12. alvinlam '89
18. chuanliang '89
26. corinne '89
28. weisheng '89

MARCH
01. xueying '89
01. jansen '89
01. nicholas '89
02. sherman '89
02. faiza '87
06. sihui '89
09. weiling '89
10. meijuan '89
12. jikhim '90
13. premdesmond '89
18. twiggy '89
26. poppy '**
30. dennis '92
31. huayyin '90

APRIL
08. khairiah '91
08. kennethkoh '90
10. nurulain '89
22. fauziah '87
27. sean '89
30. rafi '87

MAY
02. jiamin '89
04. dominic '89
07. daryl '90
10. kaiwai '89
11. mommy '**
14. gary '90
15. junsheng '89
17. fadhilah '89
30. kongshen '89
30. shining '89
30. jesslin '89
31. shahirah '89
31. maylwin '89

JUNE
01. nadia '87
01. karl '89
08. aqilah '89
14. safiah '89
15. joyce '90
19. jasmine '82
27. benjamin '89
28. fawwaz '89

JULY
07. keying '89
08. ade '89
08. waikiat '90
11. yiwan '89
15. darryl '89
22. dehui '88
25. shuimin '89

AUGUST
02. danson '90
04. kenneth '86
05. johnson '90
13. samson '86
13. farah '90
14. samuel '89
18. shidah '89
31. xavier '90

SEPTEMBER
01. mrssarahchng '7?
03. kempson '83
05. kimjian '89
09. ashila '89
09. eunice '89
14. nurafasha '89
16. adillah '90
19. wenna '89
19. sufyan '90
21. xuejing '89
29. hilmi '89
29. rouwen '88
30. fairul '89

OCTOBER
01. shimin '89
07. cecilia '89
10. florence '84
10. racheljoy '89
12. dicky '89
17. yiying '89
20. theophilus '89
23. bradley '9?
27. freda '89

NOVEMBER
02. nicole '92
03. izwan '90
05. liz '89
07. desmondwong '89
08. chinho '88
09. chanleng '89
10. kiwa '89
15. rutchel '75
23. xuanmin '89
23. sammy '89
24. gavin '89
26. jeryl '89
27. suzanna '89
29. illyssa '91

DECEMBER
09. wenbin '89
12. joseph '86
12. mitchell '01
13. frecy '82
17. unclepaul '**
20. shuki '89
22. jonathanwee '89
22. isaac '89
26. desiree '89
27. yongliang '89
27. dora '87
28. jessearriza '90
29. jiarui '89
timotee