Saturday, January 31, 2009
the third night over here. here at cuzzie jasmine's place. we were supposed to play wii. man, fail. cuzzie florence fell asleep watching yeeba yeeba, aunduhlay aunduhlay(old school cartoon) even cuzzie kenneth crashed on the couch. haha. what do i do.

i haven't been playing too much ever since the first meeting on wednesday. tried staying extremely calm and relax but i am tense! woohoo! still tense. this is serious now. i am serious. in serious crap. gotta do serious stuff. and to remind my team mates again, don't stress man. i'm well-aware of that too. seriously, ice creaaaaaaam.

rewind more, i bumped my head by accident at the point where i was washing car. damn, it happened so fast, i wasn't ready to melt like that. after screaming for one short moment, i went silent. i think i lost brain bits and pieces. the pain fades away and sinks back in, every now and then. i don't know man. ever since that incident, i do a lot of unusual stuff, that following days. gaawd, i don't remember!

the sixteen weeks were interesting with people. people i met in different classes. with different attitudes. me, living in different atmospheres. lucky, i haven't mistakenly been to the wrong classroom. oh what fun. from strangers to acquaintances and some to friends. nice.

also, italian meals and treats that last week of school. lasagna, pizzas, ice cream brownies, spaghetti, pizzas, ice cream. one happening and italian week for me.

chinese new year was all laughter, food, and entertainment. haha. cedric and mitchell were constantly eating in every house they've been to. say, like four houses we visited in a day, they've been grabbing all the food they could find, putting them in their mouth. smiling, giggling, and laughing. much sounds they made. uuh, and we too, made sounds. all sorts. all forms man. sure.

who kissed me on my cheek! ahhh. i don't really like it. nooooo. sorry.

the cold of the wind. shivering. i better start running under a blanket before it turns stronger, enough to blow my brains away.

one more thing. kemp seemed serious about the tickets to fall out boy concert. oh yes! excited to the not so maximum spider yet. heehee. one time, he flicked his rice to my shirt. the rice on my shirt. great.

peace!
03:13

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
hooray, for the final school test has come to an end. but school semester's not over. this new year, has just begun. just a few days had gone.

the park, the beach, the sky. the rings in the sky. the bicycle rides and the mini picnic. food, sure.

wasabi and chilli.
double the pleasure, double the fun. right. not this time. laugh all you want.


this, awfully nice and awesome at the same time.

good day. (=
21:05

Wednesday, January 7, 2009
i will never believe in anything again.

and i promise when fall out boy's here, i will rock to coffee's for closers the hardest and drown to their live performance.
16:45

Monday, January 5, 2009

what sunday wasn't all about.

there was some yelling in the house. not so sweet. sugar cane tastes sweeter! we're growing giants! hwahaha. poke yourself. (= and a big HELLOOO to roooooth! i don't care. no matter where you go, don't say goodbye.

just so everyone knows, high likeliness of shifting to red tracks. house hunt has been turned on. the remote lies with the boss.

if i was a flower, growing wild and free
all i'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee
and if i was a tree, growing tall and green
all i'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

if you were a river in the mountains tall
the rumble of your water will be my call
if you were the winter, i know i'd be the snow
just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow

if you were a wink, i'd be a nod
if you were a seed, i'd be a pod
if you were the floor, i wanna be the rug
and if you were a kiss, i know i'd be a hug

if you were the fire, i'd be the wood
if you were the love, i'd be the desire
if you were the castle, i'd be your moat
and if you were the ocean, i'd learn to float

all i want is you, so stay with me
hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

just say goodnight.
00:42

Saturday, January 3, 2009
welcome home!

i got distracted once again. it's like, my thoughts have changed to do other stuff. anything else but study. slipped away. where have i been? the hospital. i wanted to stay there for one night. although, long enough to watch forgetting sarah marshall together. i love it when jason segel screams and sings and trashes his piano pieces. haha. i realize i do scream and sing at the same time, after a tragic lost or over nothing at all. i don't know why. maybe.

figuring out the world. a moo point, some might say. but somehow, it matters to me. even just a little. it still does.

how come it's possible for best friends to turn their friendship to love. really? why strangers meet and fall in love? love at first sight, huh? who's most definite absolutely sure that long distance is not going to work? would feelings ever disappear? tell me it didn't just fade away. no, tell her. like how he told the world before. no more bull or crap. more than ever, it's far too complicated.

weekends are here. back to school on monday. four tests are roaring near. the fifth one falls on the following week.

take my mind off the pressure now. and i bring myself to think about 2pm. haha. well, what do you know? hush. i found myself singing when jaebeom dances, i think. and i'd dance with him too. i hope i can behave myself in w56e on monday. and not abruptly burst and sing out to shirin! heehee. control! and taecyeon, he reminds me of peter crouch. tall! woohoo! junsu is like the adorable hamster. that gives me goosebumps each time he sings. and the remaining four. not really. but okay.



i think i know what i want.

goodnight, jaebeom, taecyeon, junsu. goodnight, 2pm. goodnight, you and me and the spotlight. goodnight, the earth, and all the solar system.
01:37

Thursday, January 1, 2009
oh so funny.

the picture of me screaming is, (haha) thanks, joe! hahaha. ahhh. shiok. and mommy went like berserker barrage. you could hear the metallic pots clank. clankclankclank. super intently. what we've done. screaming and laughing uncontrollably. loud and some polite residents we were! the residents are going to miss us! darn, i think about it again. may not happen the next year round. not the same. everyone's at their different parts and continents of the world. we might have to jump around via webcam, just to see one another. it won't be that bad, i pray.

hello, january!
01:24



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