two people picked me out on the street and started throwing questions at me. scared the crap out of me. eventually, they managed to convince me to follow them. what the hell did i just get myself into? brought me into the elevator and hit floor eighteen. i got so worried that i tried reading their eyes to check if they're sincere or just bullshitting, but trying to capture me! felt a teeny weeny bit at ease, the eyes looked desperately fine. oh, panicked even more, to the extent, i had to search for my cell buried in a bag. to be prepared! i've watched taken. that film triggered me to react that way. call and shout as much! panicked some more when i think about the running low battery. oh, luck. then, they kept going on and on and on. turned out sounding like alalalalalalala.
another mall gathering, late for the reason of that whole occurrence. in chronological order, i could say one word, invent an anecdote, explain with a story and figure the bottom line. stoned, two to three times, after that. others were telling me things, i couldn't really hear. amplified background noises, minimized surround sound, voices. oh my gawd. my five bucks. yusof bin ishak the great one on that awesome green note. it's gone. i got conned.
p.s. matt giraud just made me scream!
23:00
rachel:why do you have a copy of the shining in the freezer?joey:oh, i was reading it last night, and i got scared, so.rachel:you're safe from it if it's in the freezer?joey:well, safer. y'know, i mean i never start reading the shining, without making sure we've got plenty of room in the freezer, y'know.they had this part in friends broadcasted on television before i went to bed.
and in the morning, i woke up, only to find one copy lying there by my bedside. and i figured who would be as weird to do stuff like that. hence, i text the pig.
me:how come there's this shining book beside meeeee. hahaha.kempson:haha. yesterday, joey was reading this book. put it in the fridge if you're scared. haha.it's been nice.
samson:dululululu.me:toottoottoottooooot.
10:27
can't believe, i'm updating this post.
i got out of the house when church mass didn't start until fifty-nine minutes time. listened to snow patrol's run where i was a walking zombie. guess people would be wondering, that's the saddest girl they've ever seen. man! and i thought, yea, gary lightbody's right. i really should light up.
i prayed this time, for whatever's coming for me. whatever that makes them happy, please do, let their dreams come true. so instantly, it did!
there are voices, shouting out loud. and i can't make those noises go away. i just wish the house stays. the family stays. what i heard, the decision's final. i have to pack stuff. super cereals. i got one week of vacation left before school begins. what luck. at such timing. then i don't wanna spend the last week sealing stuff in moving boxes.
i'm at my cousin's place now. they followed me here. where on earth am i gonna live my life in another month?
toodle noodle, pop and mom.
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